Friday, November 13, 2009

Faces of huts:



I am going to write about those huts in which I lived and have felt with my senses.

To begin with…ever since I was a child, I dream of living in mud house, tree house and use to depict that look and feel in my doll house.I still remember Igloo (housing structure in Polar Regions or say ice house), kind of structure which my brother introduced to me when I was in nursery who was one year older than me. He used to tie two ends of the long bed sheet to the desert cooler and once it was switched on and all the sides of bed sheet was closed with the help of  pillows, the air used to blow the sheet and formed enclosed structure . That was a paradise. We used to play in that and for us that was our real home. Further, variations of it were seen when we were growing up. Three- four dining chairs were kept one after the other and then they were covered from the top by bed sheet. Bed sheet formed the roof and the back rest of chair formed the walls. Chairs one after other used to form different cells for room. At that age our body was so small that such customize cell also felt to be bigger. After this phase came the other phase.
I remember once there was a heavy wind because of which our huge mango tree fell on the ground within our house boundary and that was fun and it happened during vacation time. It had fell in such a manner that it formed two huge rooms and was like leaf hut.
All the children of our society had a great time for a week until the leaves wore out.
We used to eat, sleep and play in that leafy hut from morning till evening.

Furthermore, when my brother, sister grew older and I still could not give up my urge of playing house-house game, I made friends from my neighborhood and  every evening we used to go to barren land nearby our house locality on which few cement rings were lying which was used to make wells.
We, were three of us and each ring was occupied by each of us and for us that ring was our house and we used to invite other children to our place for food which was wild flowers, leave and sands.. ha ha ha
And no more than that, for us that was rice, chapatti and vegetables.
Childhood is always a memory, I thank God it is still sharp and fondly expanded in me and my dementic mind will never forget it.
Gone are those days and time swept by, and then I came to Indian Institute of Crafts and Design, a place I had never thought it would offer me an opportunity for turning my dream into reality.
In our Ngo training, I got to live in different huts in different places and they were made differently but yet so similar.

So true, our nature is the best example of unity in diversity.
Starting with Aruvacode, a small settlement in hill top of Kerala, near Thrissur, where I did 15 days of my Ngo training in terracotta craft. I remember it was rainy afternoon in Aruvacode when I reached and stepped into Jinan’s place which was small and a modern version of hut. My eyes were only on the elemental detailing of the house.
From there I went to Rajni’s place where I lived for seven days. It’s so true, how sudden your dream comes true that you don’t even get to realize it.It was made up of brick structure on to which mud was plated and rooms were separated by half walls. Roof was made up of wooden log structure on to which thikris, (terracotta curvilinear structure) was placed.

The most striking and logical use was of transparent glass I saw there.It was smartly inserted in place of thikiris with the column support of wood log. Thikri roofing are done on wooden grid structure, wood logs are placed in vertical and horizontal alignment and form column and rows.
Glass plate helped sunlight to pass through and thus cut the use of power during the day time and brings natural warmth inside the house.
Our villages knowingly and unknowingly lived in green ways and are so compatible with nature. However situation contradicts from place to place.
Moving to Baswa, a Kasbah in Rajasthan known for its terracotta cluster.
Here, I find hut, houses made of brick, stone and cement. Since, It was a Kasbah (settlement of banjarans and people from different places), people dwelled in a house that was economical to them.
I really liked the way they make the structure for the mud house and every Diwali you will get to see renovation of their mud house and the way they repair the damaged part of the house.
It is the best example of utilizing the terracotta waste. They reuse the broken garden pots and stack them to form pillars for the structure and after forming the skeleton of the house, mud are thrown uniformly till it cover up the whole structure and forms wall. It is left to solidify and onto that cow dung is plated uniformly as a sacred ritual. Roofing is done by thikris and hays & straws. For ventilation, kitchen chimney and room’s window, hollow garden pot to which you can see through are used, must say great minds.
In kitchen you will see smart use of pots for hanging spoons and other accessories. There drainage is also well designed but it limits to a place where whole household waste coagulates though far from house but are prone to diseases.

Now coming to Orissa- a state I was born in, in this place bamboo is used as foundation for the skeleton structure of huts and they are sandwiched by mud and are left until they solidify, here also huts are plated by cow dung. Surface decorations are done by gheru & rice paste in traditional motif and designs.

New addition to the article-

Now after coming to Kutch I am like getting confused by so many different kinds of huts and all of them so interesting. I really like Bhunga and dream of having two to three bhungas in my own house. Since I am adding to this old post of mine after seeing bhunga’s of Kutch. I will import more detail on it from:
http://www.vskgujarat.com/like_minded_organization/seva_bharti_bhunga.htm as I feel it is clearly articulated here.


Few days back I was going through north eastern huts where all tribes or say caste is having a different style of hut and that are their identity like earlier in many places the safa or different kind of topi were used to determine the position of a person professionally as well caste wise. The same way their huts do the job.

However, huts are now a days, not area specific but demand and need specific. You may find various design of hut in same place. Everything is getting customized and available with time, so are the huts.
But contradiction is traditions are preserved and persevere.
Article by
Subrata Pandey

BODY-HEART CHEMISTRY


BODY-HEART CHEMISTRY
Article by Subrata Pandey
Resource: rajasthan patrika 2nd dec 07
Nirogdham ( rainy season sl.no: 1988, Magazine’s year 10 , sl no: 3)
Kayachikitsa by kaviraj ramraksh pathak ayurvedachrya
Dr. B.K Pandey, Ayurveda specialist ( Guidance)
INTRODUCTION
Photo credits to organicindia.com

Ayurveda believes wath( air,vayu ), peet(bile), kaf(cough) this is in the balance amount are considered as dhatus(minerals) in our body and imbalance of any of this three becomes doshas
( doshas here means the wrong which is responsible for illness and diseases) in our body.

The whole body –heart –soul chemistry foundation is on this dhatus/doshas.
It is quite interesting to know that wath, peet, kaf this three in balanced state are called dhatus which results in arogya and healthy and happy life and in imbalanced state doshas that results in illness and unhealthy, unhappy life. So it is really very important to know key to healthy, happy and arogya life by knowing which doshas we have. I hope this article will help you in finding you your doshas and key to your living life.
WHAT IS HEALTH AND HEALTHY LIFE?
To know what is health and healthy life we have to know the composition of our body which is responsible for health.
There are total thirteen Agnis which compose the body. Now we will learn about those thirteen Agnis:
  • Three doshas: waatagni ( air), peetagni (bile), kafagni (cough);
  • Three excreation doshas : purishagni ( latrine), mutragni( toilet), swedagni( paseena, sweat)
  • 7 dhatus i.e rasagni (nectar), rhaktagni ( blood), asthiagni (bone), maansagni ( flesh), shukragni  (semen), majjagni (muscles), medagni ( fat)
Bhautikagniya are the five basic elements:
  • Panch tanmatras or the five basic elements i.e. Earth ( prithvi), water ( jala), fire ( teja), air (vayu) and sound (shabda); 
    photo credits to naturallygreen.files

    All this agnis in there balanced state in the body is the key to healthy body and disturbance or imbalance in any of this agnis gives birth to illness and diseases or say results in unhealthy body.
    In this explanation of health and healthy life wath, peet, kafa is mentioned at first as this three determines the true state of the body. To keep proper care of the health and strengthening the immune system it is very important and necessary to keep yourself aware and curious for learning and acquiring knowledge about your body and you.
    It is amazing to know Body-Heart where illness, diseases, unhealthy and unhappiness dwells at that same place healthy, happiness, love dwells.
    It is the body and heart that determines the state if it is unhealthy or healthy. The symptoms are reflected through the body and heart.
    Physical illness is responsible because of disturbances in Agnis or dhatus which results in doshas and mental illness is due to raja
    ( menstrual/ period/discharge related) and tama( unhealthy eating habbits and behaviour) mental Doshas.


    WATH, PEET, KAF:

    Body’s three doshas which is also called treedoshas is if calm and in peace state then they are called dhatus because that forms the body and imbalanced, disturbed state is called doshas that gives birth to illness or unhealthy life.

    Wath ( vayu/ Air) : Nature: sheetal ( cool), rhuka ( dry), shukshm ( small), chanchal (unstable ), karkash
    ( harsh), halka( light)
    Nature which is very similar to Air and the opposite of this nature which are ushna (hot), snigd ( oily, smooth), bhari( heavy), sthul ( fat ), sthir ( stable ), soumya ( soft ); all this destroys the wath.

    Peet ( bile) : Nature: snehyukta ( kind ), garam ( hot), tishkna ( sharp ), dravya (material ), amal ( sour ), sir
    ( head), and katu (harsh ),.
    Nature which is opposite to it like snig ( oily/smooth), sheetal ( cool), mridu ( soft ), madhur ( sweet), sthir 
    ( stable ), all this is responsible in destroying or minimizing peet.


    Kafa ( cough): Nature: bhari ( heavy), sheetal ( cool), mridu ( soft ), snig ( oily/smooth), madhur( sweet), chipakne wale ( sticky)
    Nature opposite of which is responsible in its destruction or minimization of kafa are halka ( light), ushna
    ( hot/warm), tishkna ( sharp), rhuka( dry), katu ( harsh/cruel), chanchal (unstable ), wishad( unhappiness),

    Any nature among all this above mentioned nature of this three doshas if prevails in body for a longer period of time and in excess amount results in unhealthiness. And to recover from this unhealthiness the opposite nature are used or practiced.

    Extreme of anything is never good. And extreme is responsible for unhappiness.

    For properly understanding wath, peet, kafa we have to understand rasas which was mentioned in Agnis, because rasas are responsible in aggravating or calming this doshas.


    RASAS: According to Ayurveda and in this article the rasa which is being talked about is the rasas which is tasted by our tounge. But rasas are also considered in other aspects and in total there are 63 rasas but here 


    Ayurveda briefly and broadly discuss the 6 main rasas
    1. madhur ( meetha/sweet)
    2. aml ( khatta/ sour)
    3. lavan ( namkin/salty)
    4. katu ( kadva/bitter)
    5. tit ( charpara/ chilly)
    6. kashaya ( kasaila/bitter)
    How this rasas are related to doshas:

    Madhur ( sweet), aml ( sour), and lavan(salty) rasa calms down the wath doshas.

    Kasaya( bitter), madhur( sweet), tikht ( chilly) rasa calms down peet doshas.
    Katu ( bitter), tikhta (chilly), kashaya(bitter) rasa calms down kafa doshas.

    Rasas which calms down kafa doshas aggravate wath doshas and rasas which calms down wath doshas aggravate kafa doshas. And peeta doshas get aggravated due to the rasas of watha and kafa doshas both i.e. katu ( bitter), aml ( sour), lavan ( salty).

    These rasas are also related to pancmahabhut that is five basic elements which is mentioned earlier.

    Affect of Rasas:
    1.Madhur Rasa – water and earth gives birth to this Madhur rasa and kafa doshas are also born because of water and earth. Thus excess of madhur rasa results in kafa doshas.

    2.Aml Rasa – this rasa along with earth aggravates kafa doshas and along with fire aggravates peeta doshas by increasing bile in the body.

    3.Lavan Rasa – this rasa along with water aggravates kafa doshas and along with fire aggravates peeta doshas.

    4.Katu Rasa – along with air aggravates waat doshas and along with fire aggravates peeta doshas.

    5.Thikta Rasa – along withair and sky this aggravates waat doshas.

    6.Kashaya Rasa – along with air it aggravates waat doshas.


    Effect of Rasas:
    1.Madhur Rasa calms down peeta Doshas
    2.Aml Rasa calms down waat Doshas
    3.Lavan Rasa calms down waat Doshas
    4.Katu Rasa calms down kafa Doshas
    5.Thikta Rasa calms down kafa and peeta Doshas
    6.Kashaya Rasa calms down kafa and peeta Doshas.

    This whole article is scientific and is completely Ayurveda and most of the facts are directly translated from Shushrut Shahinta and Sharghandhar Sahinta.

    So after knowing about the whole Rasa , five basic elements and all the agnis relationship with one another and the way they give birth to doshas , we got to know that the rasa to which we are addicted and whose excess intake results in specific Doshas could be minimized by the intake of Rasas of opposite nature and minimizing the intake of that particular Rasas to which one is addicted. So balancing the body composition by knowing its doshas it is easy to keep you healthy and fit.


    Now we will learn to identify Doshas and its symptoms.

    Waat:
    Physical Symptoms:
    • thin, do not gain weight easily
    • height is more than average or less than average
    • thin neck and thin hair
    • physical energy too much or too less
    • appetite increase and decrease, not stable
    • complain of constipation
    • Dry skin
    • Cold hands and feet
    • Insomnia
    • Warm weather is favorable and good
    Mental symptoms:
    • Creative and dream a lot, imaginative
    • Active and alert
    • Easily learn and forget
    • Tension, suspicious, and insecure
    • Ever ready and active
    • Irregular lifestyle
    • Colourful
    Always remember:
    • Always be determined and say “ everything is good and fine and there is no need to worry about anything”
    • Meditation will help in keeping you rooted to earth
    • Include your desirable activity or hobby in your daily routine and behavior.
    Peeta
    Physical symptoms:
    • Average height and body build up, easily gain and loose weight
    • Normal height
    • Sharp features
    • High energy level
    • High appetite
    • Strong digestion but sometime constipation
    • Pinky, oily skin and eyes are bulged in
    • Heavy and easy sweat
    • Winter weather is favorable and summer is not favorable
    Mental symtoms:
    • Determined
    • Sharp tongue
    • Curious and Inquisitive
    • Leadership
    • Complicated
    • Easily tempered and take tesion
    • Easily become sad
    • If don’t get food then also they get easily upset and angry
    • Stubborn
    • Bold and competitive
    Always remember:
    • Always say “ I am giving my best and will do my best rest everything is on God”;
    • Regular meditation for controlling anger and doing justice
    • Avoid criticizing and accept and learn good things
    Kafa
    Physical symptoms:
    · Easily gain weight but hard to loose
    · Small and fat or good height and healthy build up
    · Dense hair and thick neck
    · Powerful and capable
    · Weak digestive system, feel heavy after having food
    · Regular excretion system
    · Soft, yellowish and oily skin
    · Easily have a deep sleep
    · Easily catch cold
    · Hot weather favorable
    Mental symptoms:
    · Kind and heartily
    · Peaceful
    · Slow and peaceful lifestyle
    · Don’t learn easily but good memory
    · Sentimental and lovable
    · Organized
    · Committed to self and family
    · Help in progress of others
    · Good listener and people like talking and sharing there feelings with them
    · Loyal


    Always remember:
    · Always say with full determination and confidence” present is the only truth”
    · To lessen emotions and disappointment meditation is necessary
    · Regular exercise

    Now after carefully going through this article, get to know your doshas and start living your life by balancing your doshas.
    For balancing the doshas you have to include the rasas which is opposite to the nature of your doshas and thus minimizing your doshas and balancing your life.

    Monday, February 11, 2008

    क्राफ्ट्स:Thought process on and will go on

    2nd Semester 11:56pm
    CRAFTS

    Thought process on and will go on…
    Right now near to completion of 2nd semester and in this semester and after coming to Indian Institute of Crafts and Design, I found a purpose of living and I am happy to be a young Crafts Designing student.
    After so may courses and field trips I learned so many things, facts, issues and n number of things but still when it comes to defining “CRAFT” I find myself too inexperienced and lost in the depth of crafts. Still today will try to define it in my own perception and knowledge which I was able to accumulate so far and understand it. Which might be right or wrong but after all individual perception always varies and there is no such definition for it. And we cannot limit its vastness in a “definition”. It will destroy its beauty and depth.

    Crafts or hand made goods were a big source of livelihood in early days next to agriculture and these were there source of income, there life and living. So every place got associated with some or other kind of local handmade goods or say crafts. I mean, I think, I should not use this word until I do not get its meaning straight from my heart, mind and of course soul.
    So finally if we see today every state or village is associated with beautiful and unique way of practicing and producing objects of beauty, aesthetic blended with utility or have some or other reasons, history, facts behind it, depending upon the availability of raw materials. Which provided it vastness and made it more rich and vivid…..(J hippi I am getting it…)
    Every Crafts unfolds the vastness of its territory saying histories and stories of mankind and the ignition of Idea, the initiator to create things needed at that time.
    We did so many field trips and came across so many issues covering social to many sectors. By interacting with craftsperson we learned that we know so little and the experience cannot be expressed in words. Learning and understanding comes from there- Oh my God! Its like fuel to ignite the thought process and to keep it on and on is to again going in field and reaching out to people. Do user testing and to work thoroughly to reach the vision.
    Vision- To uplift craftsperson and crafts. To promote as well preserve the old unique way of practicing the crafts. Retaining the uniqueness and aesthetic value of the crafts along with its value additions and innovations. Creating a sustainable Design.
    There is a need of doing so many things and as a Crafts Designer student we have this opportunity to make our tag worth of it. To bring changes that is remarkable and sustainable both in craftsman living and crafts.
    In the present scenario many Designers have lost the real vision which they should have because it is the responsibility to sustain the old age crafts that are the true Indian beauty and provide livelihood to them who have skills but no platform. Everybody has there own vision and it is my personal thought and only for me to make my living worth, to reach out to people and improves present scenario which is prevailing in crafts sector as well social life of human beings.
    I will add up few beautiful and mind blowing and refreshing quotes which ignited my thoughts straight through my heart and made me too impatient to resist thinking about Crafts and me as a Crafts Designer.
    Finally it is like a new beginning in understanding. Why I am here and what I am going to be……
    It (Design methodology class) completely influenced my perception towards my life.
    Path illuminated with thoughts and dreams and reasons and heart + mind + soul as a strength to walk on that path of struggle to make, create a life which is beautiful, peaceful, finally satisfying to soul.







    What Maduri ( faculty Design methodology ) pointed out will be there in me forever.




    Design: Long chain of interrelated predictions and specifications-John Christopher Jones

    Fire- As a metaphor of Design- Ranjan and his students

    Design- “Way of living in itself”

    “Reason can Dream what Dreams cannot Reason”- Nicholas Snowder

    Eventually, everything connects”- Charles Eames

    Thought process on and will go on – Subrata Pandey

    What is the invisible thread that keeps the Indian together, Invisible thread that binds varied culture and together called Indian?

    22/10/07
    What is the invisible thread that keeps the Indian together, Invisible thread that binds varied culture and together called Indian?



    What is essential is invisible to eyes and the question here is to find out that invisible thread that keeps us together. Before talking about Indian Culture, Culture is needed to be understood and Culture what I think is formed. It is born by living beings. We human formed it for the growth, for the scientific purpose or breeding and keeping of particular living things in order to get the substances they produce and it will not be wrong to say that it is composed and we Indian composed it well with many elements which are bonded together and is connected to one another that is the reason we cannot see it as one thing but as a composition of elements. Like tolerance, patience, humanity, sacrifice, sharing, giving, living, loving, learning, together , acceptance, faith and all this we could only feel and understand. As we all know man is a social animal because an individual cannot survive by his own and thus communities were formed. They lived together and the way they lived formed the culture and the culture is always evolved and even with times variations and change comes in it.
    All together elements binded together and lead to a common goal through different paths and for achieving this goal people came together because of the need, because of the necessity.
    Let see from the day when India was not republic. Since then Human beings from different area came together for a purpose and purpose underlying motive was to bring civilization, discipline, control, organization, peace, Harmony or say making life more sustainable and once purpose was achieved. They started living together and to control and bind the elements together the so formed communities or society or say way of living was destined with specific occupation depending upon the availability of resources and raw materials and the geographic conditions. Which lead to caste and vernacular system, later it took shape of political India because there was need to keep India as one united nation otherwise long back it would have segregated.
    India is an Institution where feelings, faith, love, tolerance, acceptance and all elements are practiced. Which are invisible yet essential and is keeping all of us together by bringing hierarchy and discipline and to some extent setting a way of life which is liberal and free yet sacred and beautiful in many ways.
    Culture and tradition came in the form of beliefs, practice, performing activities like arts and all which infused harmony, rhythm in the community/society. Across the area or border culture and tradition spread because of the common interest and interactions. So through living, loving and learning - giving and sharing came into practice.
    At last I’ll say that Culture is ever-changing and always evolving and what is essential is invisible to eyes and it will not be wrong to say that It is the Indian Culture and values which is a nexus, which is a invisible thread keeping us together and bringing UNITY IN DIVERSITY.

    GET BACK TO NATURE!

    GET BACK TO NATURE!

    When I see Nature I find it complete in all sense. Nature is the most beautiful and perfect gift to human kind. It has everything. It is rich in every aspect. One can find complete solace in the lap of the Nature.
    It gives the angelic scenes of life. Cloudy mystic weather unfolds romance in all ages of life. Dew drops infused freshness in the onlookers inside. Nature sometime touches one’s life miraculously and speak to it the unspoken words, which are invisible but yet very easily understandable. Everyone could feel it if only they can spend some time with nature.
    It is the inspiration for every existence on earth. For crafts designer nature plays a vital role in design process but even a layman is deeply rooted to nature.
    Today when I look back to my childhood days, I find it the most memorable phase and beautiful. Time spent in villages during summer vacations were close to nature and its beauty and from there when I try to imagine our past India. I found it greener, natural and peaceful. That past India was known as village India. I crave for that village India. Still we are lucky to have some villages saved from human curse.
    Today everyone can feel that we are loosing our real India. Today Nature’s beauty has its own pathetic story. Nature which was speaking a language of love and kindness is now speaking disasters.
    It is only because of too many human invasions in the heart of the Nature. We had destroyed and harmed it to our best.
    Modernization, Industrialization, Nuclear Power, all this are running with a speed of light for packing nature into ready made products. They are ever ready to kill Nature in seconds. But Human biggest ignorance is that one day he has to get back to Nature. Nature is the only savior of life. We have to wake up and awaken India to spread and promote Green peace and fight against Global Warming.
    Human can win over each other with there miraculous and impossible discoveries and inventions but he could never win over Nature and its disaster which is eating away many lives every second. Cyclones, Tornados, Earthquakes, Volcanoes, Land slides, melting of glaciers, Heavy rainfall, unexpected weather fluctuations; it is the results of Human deeds.
    Before it is too late it is an appeal to everyone to get back to nature and cultivate the culture of Green peace. Let it be the soul responsibility for every Human to save Mother Earth, not only for his mankind but as a token of love and respect to nature and to let Nature also feel that we care for them. It has already given us so much and it is never ending, but now it is the time to return and do something for saving our only existence.
    I’ll request all the readers to read the articles and news related to Dr. Pachodee’s effort in working for Global peace and fight against Global warming.
    Thanking you!
    Subrata
    (from my diary-11:37pm,29/1/08)

    Tuesday, April 3, 2007

    What is Essentail is Invisible to the Eye-Buscaglia

    Somebody saw me, Somebody touched me, Somebody felt me, Someboy cared a damn about me! You know who is this Somebody...my soul, may be god who made such , created such circumtances. It's influence each and every people who came in my life, with whom I am living, infact whatever I am observing, feeling, realizing...I was completely shattered , wrecked and was completely hopeless, couldn't feel anything, can't even smile, can't cry.....was so stupid but Somebody again Somebody came in my life woke me up, showed me the way and gave me a new life..full of hope and positive energy. New inspiration, made me look beyond a limit,made me realize what life is, what love is and from then my new life begun with a journey which I know will never end because now nobody could stop me. To feel the love around me, to give love, to make hell a heaven to live in.
    People find me a small kid but I know what I am. I am happy without any personnal prejudice for any and from then really life became infact becoming beautiful, yes of course many up and down came but they came and went by. Infact many are waiting may be knocking my door;)
    It's just need to be perceive in a positive way, if it makes me cry will cry my heart out but will not let it overpower me. Infact will face it with smilyyyyy:) and will wait for the naxt happily.
    Now I am in Love with so many things, people almost everything even an ugly things look me somehow beautiful because it gives us a chance to learn n grow.
    Sometimes i feel, I search Somebody's shoulder to cry on,to hug,to kiss,to feel that bliss and to be hugged,kissed but It's not necessarry that, that Somebody suppossed to be my Highwayman. I know even if I get my parents or a single person no matter she is girl or boy or small kid or a non living thing will never feel alone. I am here far from home to stand on my own and it's time to give all happiness and fulfill their dreams and and when I alone my diary or shweety rocky music comes for subu's rescueeeeeeee.
    It's so true one has to find alternatives to keep oneself busy and happy. If I feel alone, I know I will be. So why to feel that stupid thing and cry...So better fall in love with it, learn to know yourself, enjoy the rhythm of your heart, mind and soul, balance it and feel that complete harmony.....and see life becomes beautiful that moment itself and is so beautiful.
    I too think it is a mistake to ever look for hope outside of yourself. "One must finally take One's life into one's own arms and kiss it".You yourself will say then"loneliness is miracle".
    Somebody again came in my life saw me, touched me,felt me,cared a damn about me and taught me so many things...yes it is other thing that I still find it not so necessarry but to survive today somewhat it is required and so I introduce that change in me and it worked like a miracle..
    Thanx to all ...all people who keep on making me understand, realize and learn new wonderful things....I hope will never let you down and will be their for u all and always and if I ever become cruel then please Somebody come for my rescue;)
    I am in love with this paragraph-
    "An investment in life is an investment in change,when you are changing all the time, you've got to continue to keep adjusting to change, which means that you are going to be constantly facing new obstacles. That's the joy of living completely and once you are involved in the process of becoming, there is no stopping. You're doomed! you're gone! but what a fantastic journey!"
    Everybody some or other point face defeat, reallity, naked truth about life which hurts badly but
    people have to realize and accept and have to learn from that..Why it happenned?....Everything which happenned ,happenning and will happen happens for good.
    "We have got to learn to trust again, to believe again. Ofcourse it's a risk, but everything is a risk.We need to begin to go beyond just 'being' again.We've got to get in touch with being HUMAN and there's a difference"
    To Live in LOVE is to Live in Life
    and to Live in Life is to Live in Love
    Life is God's gift to you. The way you live your life is your gift to God.
    Make it a fantastic one!:)

    Today I am feeling so happy, God thank you!
    I am not alone at all...hey papa,mumma,tai,sun,libu jaanu I am not missing you at all even not desiring for my stupid highwayman;). I am happy feeling so content
    so satisfied...Oh God its so precious moment I am sharing here.
    Hey I wish It never ends...I Love you all...alll..
    short poem for everybody
    you all my smile
    you all my happiness
    you all I
    and I now know I
    I of I is what
    you all making of I
    I of I..:)